Take A Breath

"world's spinning round there's no sign of slowing down"

have you ever feel like time flying so fast that you can't even take a single breath? or have you ever feel that you're doing the same thing over and over and over again? or have you ever felt like people keep pushing you to do things you actually dont wanna do?

well, same here. I keep doing the same thing over and over again. I keep doing almost the same mistake. I keep doing something I bored to do. I do feel that time flying so fast. I should be the pilot, rite? I should be the one who manage my time, but where am I? what did I do? As much as I try to manage my time, it keeps going nowhere. By nowhere is some kind of place I'll never know.

People are keep pushing me to do something I dont wanna do. They want me to be all over they want. But, sadly, I keep nodding to everything they ask me to be. I don't wanna be some kind of jerk. The point is, I wasnt really do something for my self.

Once I realized how much things I missed just by keep doing the same thing over and over again, I cried. Like now. when everyone seemed enjoying their time, I'm sitting here, doing the same boring things. I don't that exhausted with the activities tho, but I'm tired with how those things stole my brain, my soul, my thoughts more than I can give.

Sometimes, you need to cry, not because you hurted by something or because you lose something or how exhausted you are, but, cry because how things passed by and you don't have a chance to enjoy it. Cry, like you used to when you were a baby. Cry like you never been cry in your entire life. Cry till you fall asleep. And when you wake up, you'll know the pain and tired you felt, is nothing but some nightmare. Do it, when you feel weak.

I don't ask you to be an immature or be a baby because I told you to cry. What I mean is, let's do something that will make your problems gone, one of them is by cry.

you're too busy, you don't have losing up a lil bit. you don't know how to enjoy your day. Then, take a breath. sometimes, you're so busy, you forget how to breath. how to feel the wind breezing your hair or how the smell of the fresh air. The point is, don't forget to take a breath. It'll more useful than just not doing a thing if you know what I mean.

I'm not just making this thing up. People may see me as some girl with no work to do, but try to be in my shoes for a day, and try to not cry.

So, don't forget to take a breath...